Hangin on By A Thread......

Just letting everyone know I am still alive, but barely.  I am so very sorry for being such a bad J-land friend, maybe one day I will have the luxury of just spending the day catching up on my girls (well, and Hadon;)  Right now I am probably at the lowest point I have ever been.  I no longer have a omputer at home, and our divorce is not simple, I still for some crazy reason miss and love my husband, and my family has all but turned their back on me.  But, oh well, prayer is what I am clinging to right now.  What doesn't kill you will make you stronger - I will believe it when I see it.  Hopee everyone is safe and well, and Kimberleigh, please leave me a comment as to your progress - I think about you alot...................

My Life Sux

Just wanted everyone to know that I was still alive, althought barely it feels like some days.  Not only am I going through an extremely painful and difficult divorce, it has affected my health.  I am having major anxiety and panic attackd and have a bleeding ulcer and am anemic. I am on anti-depressants, anti-anxiety meds, tranquilizers, two antibiotics for the ulcer and have to choke down four pepto bismol tablets a day.  Nice whine, huh?  You guys pray for me, and i promise I will be back.  I haven't read a single journal in probably six weeks, and I miss all you guys.